Koi Mujhe Kyun Chahega? | A Journey Through Self-Doubt, Healing, and Hope

 

Introduction: Jab Dil Sawal Karta Hai...

Kabhi kabhi hum apni hi khamosiiyon mein kho jaate hain.
Ek ajeeb sa sawal dil ke kisi kone se ubhar kar saamne aata hai —
"Kya main pyaar ke laayak hoon?"
"Koi mujhe kyun chahega?"

Aur phir... hum chup ho jaate hain.
Apne hi sawaalon mein ghutne lagte hain.

Par kahani yahin khatam nahi hoti.
Yahi to ek nayi kahani ki shuruaat hoti hai.


Part 1: Apni Kamiyaan, Apne Zakhm

Jab hum apne aap ko dekhte hain,
To sabse pehle hum apni kamiyan dekhte hain.
Galtiyan, nakamiyan, toote sapne, adhoore iraade —
Ye sabhi ek bojh ban jaate hain.

Aur phir lagta hai:
"Main itna kharab hoon, itna adhoora hoon... koi kyun mujhe chahega?"

Jab khud se pyaar karna mushkil ho jaaye,
Tab lagta hai ki doosre ka pyaar bhi sirf ek khwaab hai.


Part 2: Jab Khud Se Nafrat Hone Lage

Apne aap se niraash hone ka dard alag hota hai.
Aksar hum apni har haar ko, har chhoti si galti ko
apni pehchaan bana lete hain.

Aur tab... ek awaaz andar se nikalti hai:
"Tu kuch bhi nahi hai."
"Tu kisi ke laayak nahi hai."
"Tu bas bojh hai."

Yahi awaaz sabse zyada todti hai.
Apne khilaaf apna hi faisla sabse kathin hota hai.


Part 3: Samajhna Ki Pyaar Wajah Nahi Dhoondhta

Lekin zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat raaz yahi hai —
Pyaar wajah nahi dhoondhta.
Na perfect insaan chahta hai, na perfect kahani.

Jab koi tumse pyaar karta hai,
to wo tumhari adhooriyoon se bhi mohabbat karta hai.
Tumhare aansuon ko samajhta hai.
Tumhari tooti baton mein apna sukoon dhoondta hai.

Kyuki pyaar ko wajah nahi chahiye hoti.
Usse sirf ek dil chahiye hota hai — tumhara.


Part 4: Tum Jaisa Hai, Waise Hi Kafi Ho

Har ek insaan apni kahani lekar aata hai.
Koi bhi perfect nahi hota.
Sabke paas apne gham, apni kahaniyaan, apne zakhm hote hain.

Tumhari muskaan jitni khoobsurat hai,
Tumhara rona bhi utna hi sachcha hai.
Tumhare sapne jitne unche hain,
Tumhara dar bhi utna hi gehra hai.

Aur yeh sab milkar tumhe "tum" banata hai.
Aur tum waise hi kaabil ho —
Pyaar ke, sammaan ke, khushiyon ke.


Part 5: Pyaar Khud Se Shuru Hota Hai

Sabse pehle zaroori hai khud se pyaar karna.
Apni kamiyon ko galti nahi, apni kahani ka ek hissa samajhna.

Jab tum apni aankhon se apne aap ko dekhoge,
Bina nafrat ke, bina sharm ke —
Tab tum paoge ki tum jitne adhoore dikhte ho,
utne hi khoobsurat ho.

Khud se pyaar karna ek din ka kaam nahi hai.
Yeh ek safar hai — har din apne aap ko thoda aur samajhne ka, thoda aur maaf karne ka.


Part 6: Tumhara Pyaar Kisi Ka Intezaar Kar Raha Hai

Kahin na kahin koi hai —
Jo tumhari muskurahat ka deewana banega,
Jo tumhare aansuon mein apna pyaar dhoondega,
Jo tumhare saath sapne bunta rahega.

Tum jaise ho, waise hi kisi ke liye sapna ho.
Bas waqt lagta hai, par jab milta hai... sab kuch theek lagne lagta hai.

Tumhara pyaar tumhara intezaar kar raha hai.
Tumhara waqt aayega.
Tum sirf apne safar pe vishwas banaaye raho.


Part 7: Jab Dil Tut-ta Hai, Tab Umeed Paida Hoti Hai

Har toota hua dil ek naye safar ki shuruaat hota hai.
Har aansu ek nayi kahani likhta hai.

Aur jab tum sab kuch haar kar bhi muskuraate ho,
Tab tum sabse zyada khoobsurat lagte ho.

Kyunki jeetna aasaan hai,
Par haar kar khud se pyar karna —
Wahi asli jeet hai.


Conclusion: Tumhi Apni Kahani Ke Hero Ho

Tumhara sawaal — "Koi mujhe kyun chahega?"
Apne aap mein ek jawab chhupa rakhta hai:

Kyunki tum hone ke laayak ho.
Tum pyaar ke laayak ho.
Tumhare hone se hi duniya thodi aur khoobsurat hai.

Apne aap ko kabhi kam mat samajhna.
Apni muskaan, apne sapne, apne jazbaat —
Sab kuch ek din kisi ke liye duniya ban jaayenge.

Aur tab tumhe apne iss sawal ka jawab mil jaayega —
Pyaar sabko milta hai,
Aur sabse pehle khud se milta hai.


Ek Chhoti Si Kavita: Khud Se Ek Vaada

Kyun nahi koi chahega,
Main to sapno ka dariya hoon.

Har tooti muskaan ka raaz hoon,
Har aansu mein chhupi aas hoon.

Main khud apna pyaar hoon,
Main khud apni jeet hoon.

Koi mujhe zaroor chahega,
Kyuki main chahta hoon... khud ko.


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